lie awake at night

单纯

2011-06-24T08:23:00.000-07:00

小时候。哭着哭着，就笑了，
长大后，笑着，笑着，就哭了

富士山

2010-08-27T00:55:00.000-07:00

心里念着今年可能是最后一年的关系，
7月尾里，又去爬了富士山。
这一次，陪我一起登山的是2个今年认识的朋友。

前一天，大家看着天气预报，心里都犹豫着该不该登山时，
就我一句:"要做就敢敢去做"
大家便决定干了！

隔天，果然老天不做美，
下着雨，
我们下午三点从第五站开始爬，目标是天亮之前，一定要到山顶！

雨，一直下个不停，
我们脚步加快，8点左右便已经到第八站了，
风越吹越大，疲惫的身躯又冷又湿，已经不能继续爬了。
最后我们决定到小屋歇息，
钱包拿出来，大家凑凑钱，只好让小屋的主人赚一笔。
进到小屋，才知道很多登山者也和我们一样，逼不得已在小屋歇息。
晚上9点，我们决定先睡一会，12点时看情况再下决定要不要继续。
我睡不着，便到大堂里休息，
之后陆续有人受伤被送进小屋里急救，搞得我很不安。
12点，叫醒两位朋友，看看风速，风好像都吹不累。。。
这时，一队登山队的领导下了"放弃"的决定。
心灰了的我，好在两个朋友说都已经到这儿了，哪能轻易放弃？
一起祈祷了一个小时，终于，风雨都收锐了一点，
我们穿起湿泠泠的鞋子，披上雨衣，抛下温暖的被窝，走进黑暗的世界，向"明天"出发。

一路上，上天还真的很庇护我们，到第九站为止都很顺利，
可是，就在大伙儿都在庆幸的时候，突然刮起大风，雨也开始下了起来。
之后，可想而知，我们几乎都是身体贴着火山岩爬着上的。
半途中，我们遇到了一个自己一个人爬山的韩国人，虽然言语不通，我们邀了他一块儿。
风很大，雨很大，
眼前看得到的，就只有自己脚下的岩石，
耳朵听得到的，就只有同伴的激励的话，
心里想着的，就只有"日出"这两个字，
经过一个小时的挣扎后，我们终于到达了山顶，
我们，手握同一个铜钱，许下愿望，往鸟居一丢后，齐齐跨了过去。
这一天，山顶被乌云罩着，成功登山的，连我们在内，不超过20人，
听山顶的和尚说，每天平均会有超过一千人登上富士山，但今天却是例外。
没有日出，但却有成功登山者们的互相祝福。
大家休息了一会儿，互相握了握手，便下山去了。
我和朋友们是最后一组下山的，毕竟好不容易才登上日本最高峰，
我们都不想马上下山。
几许等待，乌云还是不散，最后我们只好下山。
幸好，下山的时候，天开始放晴，我们有缘拜见了云海。
感叹了大自然的美之后，我们满足地踏上了归途。

下山途中，我遇见了一位老婆婆，70岁了，
她告诉我她死去的丈夫每年这个时期都会带她来爬，来到这儿就会特别想他。
一座山，背后都会藏着许多不为人知的故事，
就像这一张合照，背后细说的就是我们的故事。

我知道还有很多地方的日出好看过富士山，
只是我喜欢那黑夜里力尽千辛万苦，爬到山顶时，第一道光线射进眼里的感觉。
虽然这一次，日出看不到，
但我们都很满足。

明镜止水

2010-08-01T08:34:00.000-07:00

做什么，都讲求一颗心。
心想事成。
今天，突如其来的一通电话，
把我的心打乱了。
平静的心，一口井，被丢了一颗大石。
泛起了涟漪。
我知道，时间会让这水面回复平静，
只是，我怕我会变得不是我。。。。

咖啡与我

2010-07-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

有一个人问我，

为什么我可以容忍自己喝一些便宜咖啡？

呵呵，我该怎么回答呢？

因为我吝啬？

因为我没你有钱？

因为我不懂品尝咖啡？

说真的，答案是都不是。

我只想省些钱，好让下次我家人来日本时，能喝杯好咖啡，

那么的答案能满意么？

奢侈的生活，我没想很久了。

自从中学那一次，哭着问妈妈，为什么别人家都有电脑，就我家没有？

结果换来得答案就是妈妈的眼泪。

那一次，我就知道了。

我没有奢侈的选择。

我从小学时吃面包，喝开水上学，

到现在可以吃香肠面包，喝咖啡上学，

已经是个很了不起的奢侈了，

你还想怎样？

蓝山咖啡？呵呵，梦里喝过了，

味道嘛，不怎么样哩。。。

比翼连理

2010-04-30T17:29:00.000-07:00

最近，每天都晚出晚归，

平均早上10点才出门，晚上11点才回到家里。

也不知是不是因为夜班车的关系，

醉鬼和情侣特别多。

酒鬼嘛，我见多了。

但说到这情侣，我还真是少见多怪。

也许是喝了一些酒，胆子大了，

在电车里摸来摸去，打起热吻的情侣还真不少。

呵呵，第一次看到时，还真有点羡慕，

但多看几次，就厌了。

对，就是厌倦这两个字。

想深一层，

在电车里热吻的情侣，

和

在公园散步的老公公，老婆婆，

我会比较妒嫉老公公和老婆婆，

因为我没有把握，可以喜欢一个人，喜欢那么久，

从初次见面，到约定终身，

到有了孩子，打打闹闹，

到乌丝变成白发，

到最后一次说谢谢你的时候，还可以那么的喜欢着对方。

歌词里，听人唱的唱多了，真正能做到的，问世间又有几人呢？

哭与笑

2010-03-26T09:08:00.000-07:00

我，像个白痴！

寻找幸福

2010-03-20T01:46:00.000-07:00

简单就是幸福。

音

2010-03-04T23:22:00.000-08:00

电视里听到的一句话，
很有意思，
我想了2个礼拜，
我想这句话说得一点儿也不错。

从前的我们，什么都没有，却有着单纯的幸福，
曾经的我们，什么都有了，却失去了单纯的幸福，
现在的我们，只想找回那颗单纯的心，单纯的幸福。

那么，我们应该怎么做呢？

休止符

2010-02-10T07:43:00.000-08:00

死，有那么可怕吗？
可怕的是，被人遗忘的感觉吧。
可能。。。。

音乐人生

2010-02-07T22:48:00.000-08:00

歌词是我的日记，
歌曲记录我的感情，
音乐，就如同我的记忆。
别问我为何偶尔会听旧歌，
那你又为何偶尔会翻翻日记，叙旧呢？

静思夜

2010-01-30T06:53:00.000-08:00

十五的月亮，告诉我，还剩下十五天了。
心里有许多的不安。
就如当初要出发到日本的时候。
不安，因为不懂自己的华文程度掉到什么水平了
不安，因为回去第二天便是年初一，
3年没过新年的我，tension不知转不转得来。
不安，因为担心和朋友们没有话题。
不安，因为还有种种的不安。
无论如何，
想对你们说的，还是那一句，
我，还是我。

Why - Ayaka（絢香）

2010-01-10T07:18:00.001-08:00

The haze beyond your eyes clouds my sight,
Are there feelings lying at the bottom of your heart?

Even if the whole world was yours,
Would that that bring you happiness?

Why do you stare up at the lonesome sky?
Why, let's see you smile
I know what you're like,
How you aren't good at putting things into words, so why not...

What happened in days long past?
In your eyes, as turn your gaze away from me

Do you know of such a warmth,
One that can embrace you on those lonely nights by yourself?

Why are you so worked up on appearances?
Why, open up your heart
I know you've had a heavy cross to bear,
But I've got the strength to accept you
So why not try believing in me

The free are awkward...
The free are anxious...

Why do you look up at the lonesome sky?
Why, let's see you smile
I know what you're like,
How you aren't good at putting thing into words
So why not try believing in me

ひとつぶの涙　 A drop of tear

2010-01-08T20:24:00.000-08:00

What was a drop of tear trying to convey by falling down?
I used to believe, that even without words, it can be felt by the heart...

By that window where there's a good view
Even though nothing was said Your likes and preferences
I was ready to know them all

I'd found a daylight star, you know And, the day that I found you
I was just as delighted Now, they are even more special than they used to be...

The me who can't bid goodbye properly A bird who can't fly towards tomorrow
If only I can possess that little courage Even just a little bit

Your presence, scent...
Together with memories, continue to faint with each passing day
But the pain to be once embraced in your arms, has yet to dissipate

I pulled your hand while you were half-awake
As we looked up at the pale blue sky
We pointed to the two stars that were beside each other
We can't return to the past, can we?

What was a drop of tear trying to convey by falling down?
I used to believe, that even without words, it can be felt by the heart...
The me who can't bid goodbye properly A bird who can't fly towards tomorrow
If only I can possess that little courage Even just a little bit

赤い糸 Red string of destiny

2010-01-03T06:41:00.000-08:00

We met here, two months ago to this day, didn’t we?
I didn’t even know how to kiss you back then, my first sweet girlfriend
It’s a silly little anniversary that I wrote down on my calendar
I asked, “What day is it again?” You hesitated a little and then replied

Smiling, you answer, “It’s my ex-boyfriend’s birthday,” I find it hard to smile
I don’t want to hear about that sort of thing…
Our time together still can’t match up to those 3 years you spent with him
But even though I love you this much, we drift apart too many times

We can’t seem to reach each other’s heart and rather than going on like this
Maybe we shouldn’t see one another until your heart can give me an answer
Even if that day is tomorrow or 5 years from now, I’ll always be waiting here
Let’s make a promise and firmly connect our two hearts with a red thread

The flower that was a bud back then already had elegant colors
As fall and winter passed, it withered away, reflecting me as I am now

Time passed by cruelly and I felt helpless, when I closed my eyes
I saw visions of you walking with somebody else…
It felt like I would never see you again
I resigned myself to never seeing you
And tried to hold my heart together, now I have the answer I believed in

“Will you meet me?” your letter full of truthful words says
My tears are spilling onto it, I’ll be there with you soon
So don’t cry, today’s our one year anniversary
Let’s celebrate that and our red thread, which never came untied
You can wish to be loved, but don’t forget that you need to believe
This might be a journey without a clear goal but that’s alright
I’ll walk the path I believe in with my true love, one step at a time

心

2009-12-30T08:35:00.000-08:00

无论做什么事情，都得想想后果才行动，
无论说什么东西，都得经经大脑才出口。
有的人，说话做事都很冲动，
别人都说那是「潇洒」，
我却说这是「愚蠢」。
活了20多年了，如果连一点责任感也没有的话，
我只能说，死了算了
有些事，并不是随心里高兴便行了的，
要想想后果。
牵一发而动全身，坐下来想想吧。。。

This Love

2009-12-22T06:20:00.000-08:00

Someone say
“If there is love, there’s peace”
and one may agree with that, or not

Whenever I was in pain
you’d hold me closely
And it was in the warmth of those
arms that makes me felt peace

But then I you stopped talking to you and closed
off my heart,
this love was torn apart

This time I don’t
let go off my heart
Because my faith in you
will set us free

When you helped me as a friend
I imagined our future together
And though I saw happiness in store for us
I did’t see my own issues

Though our we said our promises would be our compass
but we lost sight of the direction this love was going in

Instead of waiting for a miracle
I want you to hold onto my hand
Because my faith in you
will set us free

You don’t have to fear this love
You don’t have to fear this love, this love

This time I don’t
let go off my heart
Because my faith in you
will set us free
Instead of waiting for a miracle
I want you to hold onto my hand
Because my faith in you
will set us free

Ben Folds - Still Fighting It

2009-12-20T06:21:00.000-08:00

good morning son
i am a bird
wearing a brown polyester shirt
you want a coke?
maybe some fries?
the roast beef combo's only nine ninety five
but it's okay
you don't have to pay
i've got all the change

everybody knows
it hurts to grow up
but everybody does
it's so weird to be back here
let me tell you what
the years go on and
we're still fighting it
and you're so much like me
i'm sorry

good morning son
twenty years from now
maybe we'll both sit down
and have a few beers
and i can tell
you about today
and how i picked you up
and everything changed
it was pain
sunny days and rain
i knew you'd feel the same things

everybody knows
it sucks to grow up
and everybody does
and so weird to be back here
let me tell you what
the years go on and
we're still fighting it

you'll try and try
and one day you'll fly
away from me

it was pain
sunny days and rain
i knew you'd feel the same things

everybody knows
it hurts to grow up
and everybody does
and so weird to be back here
let me tell you what
the years go on and
we're still fighting it
and you're so much like me
i'm sorry

牵手

2009-11-12T05:18:00.000-08:00

走着去车站，我遇到一位牵着小孩的妈妈。

小孩：为什么妈妈的手那么大？
妈妈：你还小，长大后，你也会有这样大大的一双手哦！
小孩：那我要快快长大，有一双大大的手。到时，我要牵你的手过马路！
妈妈：好伟大喔

希望小孩长大后，能记得今天说过的话......

凡人

2009-11-08T07:27:00.000-08:00

抓把盐，撒在伤口上，
痛，
证明我还是个凡人...

泪桥

2009-11-05T04:29:00.000-08:00

走下楼梯，门口放了3双鞋。
1双皮鞋，1双被雨淋湿了的鞋，
还有1双肮脏了的运动鞋。
选来选去，最后还是这双运动鞋最衬我。
好吧，今天你就是主角啦！

认错

2009-11-04T09:26:00.000-08:00

她是我遇到的第二个，
嗯，第二个让我有这种感觉的。
却偏偏在这种情况下遇见，
巧也不会巧过这了吧。

知道自己不会是幸运的那一个，
但还是放手博了出去。
结果，是预期的。

天高地厚

2009-10-23T04:18:00.000-07:00

面对死亡，
你会认真地想活下去，
还是努力地让人记得你的存在?

找自己

2009-10-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

偶尔，放下脚步，看看蓝天白云，
wow!!!我仿佛可以看见自己。
那是朵迷路了的云，
被风来回地\吹动着，
徘徊在云朵间。

伸手，遥不可及。
凝望，爱莫能助。

从幻想中醒来时，
我发现自己也在人群中，
慢慢的...........

归零

2009-10-09T07:00:00.000-07:00

归零
台风过去了。
它在大地留下了许多伤痕，
给大家带来了很多麻烦，
想让大家记得它的存在。

今天，天空没有一片云，
只有那万年浇不熄的红阳，
温暖大地。

天使

2009-09-24T22:52:00.001-07:00

我不是你的天使，
不存在你的天空，
太多的烛光都与你分享，
给自己留一点曙光，
当月光洒满你的泪光，
看不见你的哀伤。
我不是你的天使，
我不懂你的天堂，
太多的星光都与你分享，
给自己留一个晚上，
当月光变成你的目光，
我不看你的过往。

黑暗

2009-09-23T09:08:00.001-07:00

窗外，一片黑暗。
家家户户都睡了吧，我猜。
相信如果把这电脑萤幕也关上的话，
应该会伸手不见五指吧。

来到日本之后，便不曾在夜里碰到停电。
小时候，每当停电，
世界就有如停止了转动，
好想念自己一切被黑暗吞食的感觉，
真的，真的...................

乡

2009-09-19T08:49:00.001-07:00

好久没打电话回家了...
所以刚刚便给家人打了通电话，
接电话的，是妈妈
一如既往，谈没到5分种便挂了。

真的很难想象，人家能和父母谈上几个小时，
我却只能和父母谈个几分钟.....

为什么呢?

线

2009-09-17T07:52:00.001-07:00

我把所有的事物都用一条线划分开。
好的，坏的，
能接受的，不能接受，等等。

线划得太粗了，便会出现灰色地带，
在线上的，到底是属于哪一边呢?

我把线擦了又划，划了又擦，
总划不好。
线划得再细，我还是能看到那灰色地带。
我觉得，我应该没办法把所有事物都两极化吧!

2009-09-11T10:50:00.000-07:00

手心的讯息
每当拿起铅笔写字，
看着自己健全的五指的时候，
我会在心里默默地感谢父母。

2009-09-08T01:32:00.001-07:00

怪梦
昨天夜里，

蝉对我说：“秋天来了，我走了，再见!”

今早醒来，只觉得天气特别凉爽。
昨夜梦，还真是奇呢

2009-09-07T10:28:00.000-07:00

简单爱
小小的嘱咐，叮咛，
是我小小的幸福，快乐。

2009-09-05T08:07:00.000-07:00

我不想

爸爸说："不想读书时，不必勉强自己。"

我觉得很有道理，

把书卷了起来，当枕头，

还是先看戏吧!

2009-08-08T21:26:00.000-07:00

雨过天晴
踏进了大学，转眼之间半年已过。
我已忙了半年。
现在是夏天，也是暑假。
天气很热。
今天起，接下来的一个月里，家里都只剩我一个人。
但，我以为自己plan好了一个计划。
这个夏日，我要过得充实!

2009-04-29T07:25:00.000-07:00

覆水难收
有很多事情，下了决定之后便无法再改变。
要怪，便要怪自己当时贪小便宜，
搞到自己现在没有退路。
烦，想找人诉苦，
拨了电话，
但是，想找的人却没接电话。
搞到自己又烦又恼。

很想一头撞到墙壁上一了百了。

2009-02-18T05:28:00.000-08:00

没有她的日子
城市，是他的避风港。
他希望借助城市种种的刺激，
忘记她。
这里，他开始了他的另一个生活。
家乡事，他不闻不问。
日子一天一天地过去，
年少轻狂的他打起领带，
当上了一流的企业家。
这些年来，他交了不少新女友，
但没有一个是长过一个月的。
真正的原因，他也不知道。
不，也许只是他不想知道。

然而，命运总是作弄人的。

2009-02-11T02:29:00.000-08:00

一起走过的日子
踏着回忆之路，他回到了现实。
他知道，
再来的日子里，不再有她。
他是个孤儿，离乡背井对他来说，
毫无犹豫，现在的他更不有一丝牵挂。
离开这的那一天，
他一个人踏上月台，
列车车笛响起，
透过玻璃窗，
他看见许多人用力地挥着手，
却没有一个人是望着他的。
他多希望这一刻，她能出现，
就算要打破玻璃窗才能下车，
他也会毫不犹豫。
无情的列车离开了，她没有出现。

2009-02-06T17:44:00.000-08:00

约定
失去她，是他做梦也没想过的。
手里握着的那颗戒指，
是一年前送她的。
没有法国餐厅，
只有他自己买的一支红酒，
和两只高脚杯。
他不是一个浪漫的男生，
却懂得把戒指藏在酒杯里。
她望着沾有红酒的戒指，
两行泪水，
烛光映照出她动人的笑容。
这一刻，
对他来说，是永恒的。

2009-02-04T05:45:00.000-08:00

大雨
滴答滴答，时针指向12时，
她看着他，一句话也不说，
眼眶里也不含一滴泪。
递过那一只戒指，轻声地说了一句：
别了!你要好好保重。
头回也不回，转身便离开了。
他，像被雷劈中了一般，
一动也不动，
两手不断地捏自己的大腿，
希望这只是一场梦，
希望能从这可怕的梦里醒来。

惠，不要!
他好想大声的喊出来，
但是，却发不出一点声音。
终于，她的背影消失在黑暗中。

天空，下起了雨，
雨水打在他脸上，
按捺不住，泪水滚了出来，
这，是他懂事以来第二次流泪。

他忘了泪水是咸的。

2009-01-26T07:22:00.000-08:00

新年快乐
我曾这样想：
管他新年不新年，大年初一还不是24个小时。

节日只是人们点缀生活的方式，
但是，
把所有节日从日历里删掉，
日历便只是一张标有数字的白纸而已，
这样平淡的一张白纸，
我不要!
拿起红色水笔，
把26日及27日画了个圈圈，
对! 今天是年初一!

2009-01-24T08:28:00.000-08:00

知错能改
当你发现自己犯了一个很大的错误，
想重新改过，
别叫他人原谅你，
先叫你原谅你自己。

2009-01-23T17:49:00.000-08:00

一念之差
冲完凉，照照镜子，
发现自己头上长了两只角...
我变坏了吗?

2009-01-18T08:03:00.000-08:00

际遇
人与人的联系，就像网络世界。
你可能觉得和他一点关系都没有，
但是，命运却联系着你和他，
珍惜每个相遇吧，
多年后，
暮然回首，你会发现它是多么的不可思议......

佛说，今生与我有缘.......

~~~~~~红豆词~~~~~~~~
滴不尽相思血泪抛红豆，
开不完春柳春花满画楼，
睡不稳纱窗风雨黄昏后，
忘不了新愁与旧愁，
咽不下玉粒金樽噎满喉，
照不见菱花镜里形容瘦。
展不开眉头，捱不明更漏，
恰似遮不住的青山隐隐，
流不断的绿水悠悠。
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

今日一曲相思红豆，
不为你们哪个消瘦，
年少轻狂为你谱的新愁，
他日你们还记的否?

痴情笑我爱强说愁，
拍遍栏杆，蓦然回首，
才子佳人神话代代依旧，
菱花镜里白了多少少年头 ?

2009-01-13T06:54:00.000-08:00

转折点
冷淡，世人是冷漠无情的，
但，也不是绝对的，

"柳暗花明又一村" 是存在的!

2009-01-10T07:54:00.000-08:00

一个人眼里的每个人
一个人，
我，
学着，
学着如何，
如何去看待每一件事，

每个人，
他，
都会，
都会隐藏，
隐藏着一个伤心故事。

城市，
就是每个人互相分享故事，
互相抚平伤口的地方。

伤心地铁，
带来了许多伤心故事。

一个人，
靠在电车门旁，
仔细地看着每个人。
面无表情，
一个人，也是每个人。

2009-01-06T06:57:00.000-08:00

Snowboard 2009 in 斑尾,長野(madarao, Nagano)
Last trip with crazy fellows,
this is our last trip be4 graduation.....
But this is not the end of our friendship :D
This is juz a page of out stories....

I am lazy to upload the picture to bloggers again,
nor to paste the link one-by-one.....
so, here u go!
One click for all pictures:
Snowboard2009

2008-12-30T05:14:00.000-08:00

旅客★涟漪
踏出车站，
在不远处有个卖章鱼烧的老太婆，
一年四季，风雨无改地坐在小档口。
今天，
我看了看人潮中不起眼的她，
不由自主地便走向她，
「给我一包章鱼烧。」

老太婆轻轻地回答:
「还没烧好呢!不赶时间吗?
如果不赶时间的话，现在便帮你弄。」

「不赶，不赶，刚回到呢!
住处就在这附近。不急，不急!」

老太婆慢慢地烤章鱼烧。
我望了望，发现小档口加了个屏风。
"用来挡风的吧!毕竟现在这么冷..."心里想
「很冷吧?」好想开口问问老太婆,
但，话没说出口，便闭上了嘴，
坏习惯，伸手便望口袋里探探手机。

「很冷吧?站靠近档口会比较不冷哦!」
我愣了一会儿，
「嗯!很冷哪。。。比昨天来得冷呢!」

拿起暖暖的章鱼烧，边咬边走回宿舍。
我并不喜欢章鱼，但却觉得今天的章鱼烧特别好吃!

再过20多个小时便是2009年了，
祝我新年快乐，
也祝老太婆新年快乐!

2008-12-29T04:43:00.000-08:00

月圆月缺
转眼三年快过了，
我，
人生的7分之1就这样在这陌生之地渡过了。
家，
谁不想家?

2008-12-27T05:07:00.000-08:00

暖心
醒来时，伸手碰到的，
有一点冰冰的被，
但是，被下面却是暖暖的，
不想起床，
把被一扯，
又睡了半小时，
把头从伸出被窝，
冷冰冰的空气，
还是舍不得起床.......
拿起手机一看，
.......快要12点了.......
这就是冬天吧

我超喜欢冬天，
很想就这样懒洋洋地睡一辈子........

2008-12-18T08:30:00.000-08:00

割爱
喜欢一个人，
最重要的是要让他幸福，
所以，就算她喜欢的不是你，你也不能勉强。
很简单的道理?
的确，是很简单。
但是，并不是谁也能做到。
我却能。
因为，我只想看到她笑。

2008-12-09T08:35:00.000-08:00

Dont cry!
I told myself:
dont cry! dont cry! dont cry!
dont cry....

but still,
i cant help crying....
in front of the crowd....
under the sunshine....

I cant walk the way back,
i sit on the bench in the park,
i can see the cloud above my head.

It's winter now,
but i never feel so cold till this moment.

2008-11-09T08:47:00.000-08:00

最近我有些倦了，
想太多了，
不知不觉，
又冒了许多白发出来。
生活，
决不能停下脚步，
就像呼吸一般。
所以，
当你觉得快要窒息时，
眼泪快要流出来时，
不要犹豫，
往自己胸膛用力地挥一拳。

痛，
是必然的，
痛，
会让你忘记，
痛，
只会在你觉得更痛时才会觉得痛。

2008-09-30T06:56:00.000-07:00

再出发
明天便要开始上课了。
考完了大学选拔考试，
整个人都变得懒懒散散了。
书，一个月没翻过了。
好多方程式都忘得一干二净
现在脑袋里都是些PSP游戏的攻略。

告诉自己，
明天开始，
加油吧!!

2008-09-21T10:42:00.000-07:00

平衡点
我最近收到了一封匿名
平时我收到这样的，看也不看便会删除，
但，这次却很巧合的看了那封
内容是这样的：

人的思想就像翘翘板。
站在一端，你便会想要站在比较高的另一端。
于是，你往另一端走过去

结果，你发现自己永远无法站在比较高的另一端
无论尝试了多少次，结果都一样。

最后，你才发现只有当你找到平衡点的那一刻，
才是自己站在最高点的时候。

当然，也有另一个方法能让你站在最高的另一端
只是，你忍心望着在另一端支撑着你的是：
为你而牺牲了的家人及朋友们吗?

仔细想想这个故事的教训吧!

2008-09-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

916变天?
变了吗? 拼命的看网上的新闻，
看得一点头绪也没有。
政权一变，会有什么变化?
50多年来，这是马来西亚人民所不曾想象的事情。
会有什么变化呢?
会有什么变化呢?
会有什么变化呢?
会有什么变化呢?
会有什么变化呢?

2008-09-14T06:30:00.000-07:00

这儿，那儿，
两个礼拜后，我又回到这陌生的国度了
陌生?
或者我应该说熟悉吧
比起在马来西亚的两个礼拜，我现在做起事来比较得心应手。

说真的，马来西亚变了好多，吉隆坡。。。
就连我的故乡也变了好多。
听说旧家这个12月便要拆了，拆来起花园屋。
所以这次回去，便是我最后一次能看到旧家的机会了。
我带了相机，但是一张照片也没拍，
因为我不想留著，怕改天看了以后会伤心。

屋边种的花都开了，可是开得没有想象中的漂亮。
以前的芒果树也不在了，被砍了?枯了?我不知道
邻居将会陆续搬出去，大家都会搬到不一样的地方，
相识已久的儿时玩伴就这样散了。

国家，我不知应该用什么字眼来形容。
动荡? 安定?
这两个星期来，我看到的新闻报纸，
写的都不是我想看到的
吉隆坡，太乱了，有好几次迷了路，
问问警察叔叔，他们都会很不友善的说：
"就这样这样走就行了，你可知道，我是很忙的耶!"

当然，有坏的，也有好的发展。
只是，我所看到的是坏的多于好的。

2008-08-16T07:05:00.000-07:00

预言，谎言
每晚睡觉前，我会对明天预言，
比如说：明天会下雨，
明天我会遇见某某人，
明天我会到快餐店去但店却没开，
明天会拾到100元之类的等等。

为什么我那么喜欢预言?
原因很简单：因为我喜欢赌，赌运气。
不论什么预言，都会有一定的可能性会发生，
有的是50-50，
有的非常渺茫，
越是不可能发生的，却偏偏让我猜中它，
那份喜悦感，不说你也知道。

所以，谁说人生平平无奇?
只要你抱着一赌的决心，人生每天都充满惊喜呢!

但，千万别对别人说出自己的预言，
要知道，错误的预言，
对自己来说，是误算，
对别人来说，确是谎言!

2008-08-07T07:43:00.000-07:00

改变
如果能够还回时间，如果能够回到过去，
如果能够重来一次，如果能........
结局是否会改变?

想，想再多......
也是无助于是.

问题是:
人，根本没有办法回到过去，
根本没有办法重新再决择的机会，
根本没有办法弥补犯下的过失，
只能够检讨，只能够遗憾......

学会不活在过去的阴影里，
才能活出精彩，活出现在。

2008-06-03T07:25:00.000-07:00

星星
星星也许是妈妈派来的眼睛，
来看看这个没用的孩子是否有用功读书......

2008-05-01T07:05:00.000-07:00

有时候
有时候，还是会在意别人的看法，
站著，坐著，醒著，想著，或者是睡著.....
有时候...........真的.....真的.....

2008-04-20T05:56:00.000-07:00

无题
回忆是爱情的见证，
时间就像酸雨般腐蚀了一切，
最后我能留给你的空间--便只剩下相片簿里的一页

2008-04-06T08:48:00.000-07:00

姐姐送的裤子
一条姐姐送的裤子，
穿了快6年了。
别人看了总是笑着问：
还不买新裤吗?
的确，是很旧了，
旧得我今天只是轻轻地绊了一下，
便轻易地裂开了。

一条没有牌子的裤子，
却是让我穿得最舒服的裤子。
春夏秋冬，就算身在异乡，
它总是我的最爱。
牛仔裤，也不比它来得暖.
但，今天以后，
它再也不能留在我身边了。

别了，
这条陪了我六年的裤子!

2008-03-30T05:19:00.000-07:00

A New Chapter awaits......
Spring holiday is near to an end now,
I wonder what kind of spring is waiting for me this year.
A sweet one?
A tough one?
Or a meaningless one......
I dunno.

The buds are beginning to open up.
So, i think there will be a better spring this year,
in this last year of my Akashi Tech College's life.

2008-03-26T08:43:00.000-07:00

Jay fever again~
Make myself relax, after a long study....
Watched some video in Youtube and
I found this......
Quite awesome :D
Actually, this song is not so new to me,
but listen the same song played in different music instrument,
give u different feeling!!!
Here is few plays tat i found nice

This instrument is very interesting!

I like this one the most!!

2008-03-07T08:43:00.000-08:00

Final Result
The final result has out.....
I am rank in 1st position in class....
Average all above 80 except for the PT(Physical Training) which is 76.

Not even feel happy although my goal achieved.....
Why?
Because I know i will become lazy after this.....
And,
Teachers all hoping tat i could go to a great University such as Tokyo University,
which is a great pressure for me........
Hmm......
worrying about which University shud i sit for.....

2008-02-23T06:38:00.000-08:00

White Forest
Why must I study?
Why I have to get into a famous University?
What is the meaning of getting good result?
is tat for u not to be looked down by others?

Why I am a not born as a bird?
Why I cant be something tat is invisible, such as wind?
Why I cant be something tat never exist?
Why am i thinking all of this?
Becoz I am juz a human............

2008-02-04T05:03:00.001-08:00

Skii Trip 2008
Yesterday, juz came back from my skii trip.
Hmm... maybe i shud call it snowboard trip :D
Becoz there is only 2 people played skii while others including me went for snowboarding.
Why? Becoz it's more looks more energetic and suit the young.

This year , we went for the same place again:D
but this year is more fun~
Why?
More snow = more fun!
Hahaha..!
Ok, I will leave the rest to picture,
Picture explain everything!

Same place as last year :D
Check in!!! View from the place we stay
The snow is so thick!! It reach my knees!
More snow on the trees!
This one looks like..... Ice- cream?!?!?!

After lunch, we head for the skii field

Bridge fully covered by snow. Across the bridge, its our "competition" field

A frozen river? No, it isn't. But i am sure its below Zero degree Celsius.

First step!! See the depth?

Here i go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is wat u see when u fell down and hit ur butt until u cant wake up.....
And, sometimes u see another guy fell beside u too :D

"Dun mind, dun mind, learn the mistake from every fall," is wat he said
On the skii lift, this is the guy in front of u
and guys behind U ... wahhahahhaPro VS Amatuer Skier~

I swear i will complete 3 route without falling!!!!!

It doesn't matter if u are not good in snowboarding as long as u can do a good pose in front of Camera (^.^)

Right? So, come on, everybody posing~
To save the princess in the frozen castle, Me, The Iceknight is back to rock again~

Had fun, the next is dinner.

We got crab!!!! Crab!!! and again Crabs again!!

sparkling and shining crab stickSpecial one! taste like 'bubur'
Snowman made by Mayc and Joyce!!! Congratulation for winning the first prize for creative work!

The next morning.........

I guess i wont be seeing this if i am in Mals......
Accident..... While i am taking pic, someone fall down..... but, dun worry, he is safe....
Tree wif no leaves but snow on the branches.
On the way to skii field again.

Ok..... memorable moment
When u get on the lift, then it is time to take pic of others.

Chaipet in action! Woo!!! cool! Nice play!
Nabeshima Sensei in action, waving his hand non-stop to me, i guess he saw me....
Joyce in action.... Normal play.....

Tree in the middle of the course. I "kissed" the tree when i am totally out of control. Luckily, didnt break my back...

Nice view from the top!

2008-01-22T06:48:00.000-08:00

旅立ちの日に
Same melody, same person, but different lyric.
She is so pretty and her sound is so sweet.
Dun u think so? \(^0^)/

2008-01-21T08:52:00.000-08:00

明日への扉
The song tat i juz put in blog,
is a song from "I Wish, 川嶋あい".
It is oso selected as the Theme song for 「あいのり」,
a FujiTV programme, if u got watch it :D
Might be a bit old, but its really a very nice song ;D
♪～♪♪～～♪♪～♪～～♪♪～～

2008-01-20T07:21:00.000-08:00

Snow^

Snow!! Its snow!!

I've seen snow on the ground.

But this is the first time,

first time i see snow falling down from sky,

at night, at this wonderful night.....

especially at this wonderful night,

the snow looks extremely........

beautiful :D

Its snow!!! I am sure its snow!!!

No matter wat u say,

It's snow for ME!!!!!
(^.^).!!.. YeaH!!!

can u see the snow? Sorry, i juz dun have a good enough camera.

Now, can u see the snow?

2008-01-11T06:17:00.000-08:00

视线
视线，
越来越模糊了
我在想，会不会有一天，
我会把男生看成女生呢?

眼镜，
对我来说，是个麻烦的东西，
别看它小又轻，
每次戴上它，我都觉得头好像不平衡，
一直往前倒。
所以，我都只在上课时，才选择戴的。

最近，
在眼前10米左右的字都看的不是很清楚，
距离自己25米以上的脸也看不清楚，
常认错人，乱打招呼，
别人一定以为我想攀关系，
实在是冤枉呀~~

算了，
反正自己原本就是糊里糊涂的人，
这朦胧胧的世界，
说不定正是我的世界。

2008-01-05T21:56:00.000-08:00

那天
不能飞的翅膀，
为什么要留著?
因为它有着曾经翱翔的记忆。

不能走的双脚，
为什么要留下?
因为它有着屹立不倒的感觉。

实现不了的梦想，
为什么要记得?
因为它是我曾经梦过的证据。

2008-01-04T01:00:00.000-08:00

倒带
听人家说，
人临死前，脑袋里的所有记忆会倒带
脑袋会把所经历过的事情一一「复习」一遍，
然后一一忘记，
最后，脑里只剩下「虚无」，
这就是真正的死亡。

昨天，我就经历了这样的感觉，
在梦境里，
一切的发生都很快，
短短的几秒里，却感觉就像活了几十年，
记忆倒转了的几十年，从现在的我，变回了小时候的我，
然后就什么也不记得了，
在一个什么也没有，白茫茫的世界里。

后脑的一阵剧痛，唤醒了我，
然后，又是短短的几秒，脑海里又闪过了一连串的画面，
我惊醒了......
坐在床边，愣了好久.....
手，本能地拾起放在床边的手机，
1点15分......
昨天，我几点睡着了?
我睡了多久?我也想不起了。
但，梦里的一切却很清晰的留在脑里。
那种什么也记不起的感觉

2008-01-02T07:05:00.000-08:00

A new year party :D

Yea...h! Its new year again!

And, we got new year party!

Compare to last year, this time there are 14 of us.

More people, means merrier we are :D
more food, more fun, more times spent togather,

but only one drunk :D

Hopefully next year, we will be celebrate new year togather again !

To host families, thanks for everything!

Every little thing leaves a good memory in me:D

2007-12-25T01:00:00.000-08:00

Merry X'mas & Happy New Year!!!!!

Tats all, folks!

2007-12-15T20:37:00.000-08:00

Words of Silence
薄れることはあっても、消えることはない
一人の人を愛した記憶を
あの頃いつも、いつの日も眼差しの先にあった未来は一つ
永遠の絆
風に揺れる紅葉のあの小さな木の下で
勇気を振り絞って伝えた一つの告白
右手の薬指にはめたお揃いの心地よい束縛
春の温かい陽だまりの中で、じゃれ合いながら
このまま
時が止まってしまえばいいのに
本気でそう思った
「おはよう」　「お休み」　「手を繋ごう」　「ずっと一緒にいよう」
「ありがとう」　「ごめんね」　「また明日」　「晴れるといいね」
そんな当たり前の繰り返しが僕にとって輝く愛の日々でした
過ぎ去った時間は輝きを増して
僕にはあまりにも眩しくて、寂しくて
胸がしめつけられる
あの日、抱きしめた腕を緩めたら、
もう二度と二度と逢えなくなる気がした
そして、僕はひとりになった
今年も紅葉が風に舞って秋の終わりを美しく彩っています
この小さな木の下で静かな恋の物語を終わらせる前に一つだけ．．．
僕は、僕はあなたの記憶の中で上手に笑えていますか？　

2007-12-15T05:42:00.000-08:00

开心
如果能为自己重新取个名字，
我想叫"开心".....

2007-12-12T09:47:00.000-08:00

Hate
Sometimes, I really hate myself.......
Too many people i dislike,
To0 many thing I blame,
To0 much secret i kept,

I am such a selfish person.....

2007-12-09T12:14:00.000-08:00

思夜
难得, 我又失眠了
赶着要交的几份报告书，熬夜又熬到了4点。
明明很累了，可又睡不着
脑海中一个接一个念头浮现，
搞到我现在还是很精神。

想着, 想着
三年前，如果我决定不来日本留学，
现在的我，身在何处?

MMU..... Hmmmm....
也许吧.......
也许就还在那儿念着书，
悠闲地在CyberCafe打着网上游戏Ragnarok

还记得那年踏进MMU，
认识的人也不多，只有中学那电脑天才陪我天天打网络
在哪儿一个月的时间，
说长不长，却不知为何印象十分深刻，
可能，那是我第一次离开父母身边，
第一次享受自由的乐趣的时候吧
晚上，要疯到几点便几点，
早上，想赖到几点便几点，
......当时那没有父母在身边唠叨的快活.....

电脑天才，你书念得还顺利吗?
快毕业了吧?找到女朋友了吗?
同样是中学朋友的那女生-Angel Wong，你也还好吗?
哈哈.....

还有在那儿认识的Simon，虽然只认识了你几个礼拜，
我可没将你忘记，
听说你一年后到Cyerjaya念书，还好吧?
如果当时没离开，可能我也会跟你一快儿到Cyberjaya Campus呢!
你，还是老样子吗?

连全名也不知道的一个女生，只知到你叫Hui，
你也过得好吗?
一直都想开口跟你讲话，可也一直鼓不起勇气，
如果现在的我还在MMU，会否有所改变, 我可否能拿出勇气?
哈哈, .... 想告诉你，你是我今生的遗憾.....

几位严格认真的讲师，一些调皮的学生，
几本我只念了一个月的书，
一间我只住了一个月的房间，
这便是我在MMU短短的生活，
却可能是我生命中抹去不了的一段日子。
我会永远记得你!

2007-11-24T23:43:00.000-08:00

Jay's New Song is 'Incredible'!!!
This is Jay's new song:
最长的电影(The longest movie)
http://jp.youtube.com/watch?v=yJ1pgbYmuxY
Everytimes I listen to it, I can write a different lyric for him......
Hahaha,.... here is few sample:

Version 1:
我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年我片都还留着
冰上的芭蕾脑海中还在旋转
望着你哪能忘记你

朦胧的世界我们聊了多远
冰刀划的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再重来会不会笑笑闹闹
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都化了要我怎么记得
记得你将我忘了吧
记得你将我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎

Version 2:
我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾脑海中还在旋转
望着你哪能忘记你
朦胧的世界我们聊了多远
冰刀画的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再重来会不会笑笑骂骂
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别染花了眼泪你钟都换了要我怎么记得
祈祷你将我忘了吧
祈祷你将我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎

Version 3:
我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年我片都还留着
冰上的芭蕾脑海中还在旋转
望着你哪能忘记你

朦胧的世界我们聊了多远
樱桃画的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再重来会不会笑笑闹闹
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟让我把记忆结整理
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎

Version 4:
我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的世界我们溜了多远
冰刀划的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再重来会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎

2007-11-06T06:35:00.000-08:00

Our ACT Festa, Our Class Exibition, Our stall!!

Only few picture taken,

and I'm too lazy to write,

So, Let the pics tell u everything!

Preparation

Our stall

Our class exibition: Hovercraft and train

Our ACT Festa

2007-10-27T01:01:00.000-07:00

I am sorry....
Out of my realise,
It's been 2 weeks tat i didnt call home d,
Sorry for keep u all worried....
I am sorry.

2007-10-16T08:07:00.000-07:00

忘
有的事情想忘，却忘不了。
有的事情不想忘，却忘了。
人的头脑如果能像电脑，
那多好!
想记得的，
只要按一按"保存"，
就能永远记得。
想忘记的，
只要按一按"删除"，
就能忘得一干二静!

有的事情，以为不去想，
就能忘记，
毕竟只是自己一厢情愿的想法!
时间相隔越久，
一不小心，一想起，
痛得最是厉害!

2007-10-11T05:43:00.000-07:00

The making of Pizza~ Yummy
Went to fren's house,
had some handmake pizza....
We bring back some ingredient,
And we have our supper--Pizza again~

I dunno..... when i look at the cheese, this is the only thing tat come out in my mind....hahaha

Chefs for today~

Pizza ready? Not yet of coz...

Still got 15 minutes to go~!

Pizza~ pizza~!!

Ka cha! One becomes 2, and not more than 10 minutes, all in my stomach d.... wahhahaha!

2007-10-03T08:31:00.000-07:00

决意
花会开，
春会来，
还在期待些什么?
该放的是否已经放手?
我还要什么理由?
轻轻说，
悄悄说，
微风一样的轻柔。。。
或许你也曾经历过，
直到我没有把握，
想忘的，
已忘的，
总有涌现的时候，
眼前的你，
竟让我难过，
还有时红了我眼眸，
我要全部放弃就不回头，
应握握你的手，
便已经足够。

2007-10-02T05:58:00.000-07:00

School started.....
Birds flying,
leaves change color,
School started,
Class begins,
Teachers speaking,
Me thinking......
Where was my summer holidays?

2007-09-27T21:35:00.000-07:00

Mooncake from home!!
Finally, its arrived.....
although late by 3 days.
It will tasted sweet! I am sure! A package....
Price is RM103.40.......wat could be inside it?
Oooh!!! Mooncake! Kam Lun Tai Mooncake!!
4!! There are 4 in it!
Who to give? Hmm.... 1 for me, 1 for mals student, 1 for other oversea student, 1 for Japanese frens? Ok! Decided!

2007-09-26T23:38:00.000-07:00

A Warrior
In a world tat full wif monster,
Warriors are the only hope for this world.
They fight back the monsters,
protecting this world from falling into chaos.

But that was only true for the past.....
When the Dark legion has back,
everything changed.
Greediness take control of the heart.
Treasure and Gold are the causes of the greediness.
Words are no more a trust, its full of fake.
Swords are no longer a pride, Its full wif blood of the humans.
Shields are no longer a protection, its a tool for hiding and covering your property from others.
Wars break out everywhere in the world,
The armor are bathed with demon's blood,
drenched to the skin.
Wildness of the blood cause the sword of the warrior no longer points towards demon,
but anyone who get near him.
This, is the world of Fallensword!

2007-09-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

Work out in Mooncake Festival!
Woke op in the morning, its oledi 10:00am,
so , i rushed to school factory, coz today we will work on our Ver 2.0 Hovercraft.
Hmm... everything went smoothly until we face a trouble in which
the whole hovercraft cant float when a man stand on it.....
So, solution is needed and it will be apllied in Ver 2.0.1 later :P
Sadly we cant fly it today.....
Anyway, its a big achievement oledi since we complete the body of Ver 2.0 and its pressure box.

When i am back at hostel, few mails in my handphone told me tat today is:
MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!!!
omg..... i wanna eat mooncake.....
Look at the fullmoon tonight..... hmm......
I ..... miss ..... home....... Reunion.......
Tear almost flow in my eyes.......

Start wif a piece of wood, and few tubes of bicycle.....
Under the creativity of a group of future's engineer......
they will tranform into a future transport!!!

The pressure box.... I am under the group, which is working on this.....

Mooncake festival is ended..... so fast for this year.....

2007-09-20T06:35:00.000-07:00

Flying without Wings!!
Its almost the end of the summer holidays d,
time passed so fast, soon the college Festival is around the corner.
We, class 4M, we oso had fasten our pace in preparation for the festival.
After few days discussion and gathering, we finally work the thing out.
We will present our hovercraft!
Everyone will be flying without wings.
We will still trying to improve its ability.
For now, its called No.1 Ver 1.0.2c, i guess.... huhuh....
By somehow, we still got 1 month to do so.
Maybe will make another hovercraft, who know?
Soon, Ver.2.0 will be out! Juz by looking at this, i guess no one know wat it is......

but, its our dream to fly! See him flying without wings?

He is too! He is flying without wings!
And, even our lecturer (100kg++) HE is flying too!!

*We work on the things on our own, without guidances from lecturers, and i can tell u, i like school in japan becoz we always got chances to do, to design our things, tats all about college student's life! Never give up without a try, becoz success will never turn up without a try! Peace!\(^.^)/*

2007-09-18T17:53:00.000-07:00

Mission: Bahamut captured!!
I tried hard to take this video myself,
first time doing tis: taking gameplay video.
And, it hard to play as u have to take care of the position of camera too.
But, at least its done.
So, here i present u,
Zack VS Bahamut!

Btw, at this moment, two guys broke their handset,
u know?
one is my senior, who put his handset into the washing machine,
maybe he try to clean it..... who know?
the other is my junior, who plug the handset into malaysia's 240V.....
wow! guess wat? smoke came out and "Boop! woosh!! siiiigh......"
Terbakar......
Hahaha, tats all about the recent news in my college.

2007-09-14T01:18:00.000-07:00

CRISIS CORE released!!!!!
Hohohoho, finally it's been released.
Final Fantasy: The Crisis Core!
The battle system, the graphic is.... omg!! i like everything about it!

Guess this will be my only company for the last 2 weeks of my summer hols.
The hostel is under construction now,
they said they wanna put in wat wat wat equipment so tat the building wont corrupt when earthquake occur......
And, the noise of machine drill hitting walls cause me cant focus on my study :P (excuse)
So, i will focus on the game from now!
Go!! Zack! Order from Amazon, and i get it on the day it start sale: 13/9

Cover wif Zack' cool pose!

2007-09-10T02:46:00.000-07:00

夏季

在春天与秋天之间，我把夏天加了进去，

所以，夏天总是那么的短暂。

这个夏季，不知道为什么，

心里特别的快乐，

总觉得与去年的夏天比起来，很不一样，

很短，过得很有意义。

不久，秋天就会到了，

把夏夜晚风给带走。

别了，2007的夏天，

谢谢你，点缀了我生命中的一部分。

2007-09-07T09:03:00.000-07:00

字眼与剑
今天难的心情超爽的，
决定亲自下厨，动一动休息了好久的双手，
于是，便到附近的超市去购材料。
遇到了这样的事情：

一位妈妈带了5岁左右的小孩，
也在购物，
小孩蹦蹦跳跳，实在不听话，
就在要踏出超市时，摔了一跤。
小孩痛得哇哇大哭，妈妈轻轻的抱起他，
却说了一句：你这笨蛋!!
小孩听了，哭得更厉害了....
之后，我也不多管闲事，
骑了脚车，便回了。

一路上，我又想了很多，
如果，妈妈抱起他时，说的是：
别哭了，我的小宝贝!
结局又会是怎样呢?

心里明明是心疼，嘴巴却硬，
想想自己岂不是也一样?
在无意之中，不知已伤了多少人，
笨蛋，傻仔，死仔包，
一句伤一个的话，
现在的我，算的上是顶级杀手吧.....hahah
看来，从今天开始，得金盆洗手了，
说话时，多想想对方的感受。

2007-09-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

Nagashima Spaland Trip!

Went to Nagoya and Nagashima Spaland wif frens.

All togather 8 people. We went by rental car.

Hehe, some juz get their driving lesson, so they intend to practice their driving skill through this chance.

We rent 2 sedan. It take 5 hours to drive to Nagoya,

and, we have our lunch and dinner there, and walk around Nagoya.

Seriously, nothing special there and most of the tourist spot close at Monday!!

So, we went Nagoya Castle.(I think Himeji Castle close to my place is better :P )

At night, we head to hotel which is about 1hour driving distance from nagoya.

Hmm.... whole night play trump card.

Then Next day is the true trip--Nagashima Spaland.

It famous for its coasters and hot spring.
Serious, this is really a crazy trip for me, I rode all coaster in the park,

over 20 times all togather, steel dragon, white cyclone, wild mouse, Ultra twister, etc.

Sadly, my camera ran out at this very moment, so some pic can only be taken wif handphone after tat....

Ok, the story after that, i will juz explain in pic. :)

Sedan!! sedan tat accompany us for 2 days..
Dunno wat building is this, but its quite special and still in constuction.

In nagoya.Nagoya Castle
Both said: " Hmm..... its really........BIG......"

View from the top of Nagoya Castle
Some Japanese sword(Katana), Gun, and bullet in the castle.

One night in Hotel Yunomoto

The room is big!! doesnt it?Cheer!!

Depart for Nagashima Spaland!!
Nagashima SpalandThe pass into the park, seriously , the most expensive ticket i ever bought.
This is the first coaster i rode, 2nd scary among all i rode.Main event of the park: Steel dragon!

whole lap is 2km++, highest point: 97m, longest drop down distance: 93m,
Ranked in Guiness record!! The longest and scary coaster ride.

3rd scary among all.

I like this coaster, u will be twisted 360 and flew through the trees.

Viking, dun have time to ride this....

Ultra twister, The most scary coaster for me, but i rode this twice. :P Juz like wat is in the pic, u will be lifted vertically and twisted like hell..... juz like a trashcan being thrown off a 20storey-building......

2007-08-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

NO PORK!!
I found this in Youtube!
Must watch! Damn funny!!
NO offense to anyone!
\(^.^)/

2007-08-30T07:21:00.000-07:00

Beach boys in Awaji Island
Talking about summer, of coz we think of sea!!!
There, the day after i came back from Taiwan, i went to 'swim' wif my Japanese frens.
It was a small island called Awaji. I been there be4, juz dun have the chance to swim there.
We have to take train and ferry to get to the island.
Talking about swimming, most of u know tat i cant swim,
So, wat i can do is: hanging around wif the 'Floating wheel thing'. Hehehe.....
Sorry for posting this late, (coz i got lotsa Taiwan pic to put ma....)
After this, i still have my diving trip's pic to post, stay tune!!
The seaside( juz 5 minutes walk from Ferry port)
Be4 jump into sea, this is wat have to do.... Meanwhile, all i do is: Take pic~~

Water is so delicious! U will only understand this when u were to have stand under hot sun wif 38.5 Celcius.

Hmm..... this make me think of one thing.....dun do this in public pls.....
Wah! dun take my pic!! I am shy....
At beach, it hard to use auto-shutter, why? coz there is children.

Lead the water in.... and.....let's make sand castle!

wat is this? sand ziggurat!
And, soon.... we will start to bury people into sand, but let's start will legs.

This is? Hmm,.... tunnels tat leads to leg!

Ok, lets break the tradition. Bury a standing man.

Ouch! Dun push it too hard! It will hurt..... erhmm....

Deki agari(Done)! Wat does the plastic cup represent?

Group pic!!
Another group pic, Till next year, we go sea again!

Extra pic (Accidentally uploaded to blog) :P

2007-08-28T20:02:00.000-07:00

Taiwan Finale (Day 7 & 8)
Gu-Gong, the National Museum of Taiwan? Many of artifact of China is displayed. But none of them can be touched...
2nd exibition room, but we didnt go in, time no allowed.
I wonder if Used-camera can be......
Stairs....... as if u were in the palace of Old China...

Be4 left...

Mermaid's port? or Fisherman's port? I didnt see the Chinese character... so dunno which one is true.....hahaha, anything!
A dating spot! Did u take note? dun come here if u are alone.

Day 8
Went to Jiu-Fen(Old Shopping Street)
and Jin-Gua-Shi (Gold mine which run out of gold now.....hahha)

Houses in Jin Gua Shi, its believe tat Japanese who rule the land live in here be4....

View from the house
Guan-Yu's statue on the roof!?!?!

Zoom closer.....omg! forgot to rotate....Hmm, u rotate ur head ma can see d lo! hahah
Same wif this pic...
I wish i could live in a place like here in the future\(^.^)/
Oh no, play chess again?

Rail tat used to tranfer gold out from the gold mine

Dunno why i took this pic....

Gold!!! Gold !!!!
Hmm...... there is a cat in the pic...
The curve bidge
I touched the 200kg gold block!! Oh~~~

Jiu-Fen

Most of our time here were spent in searching for food and souvenir.

So, juz few pic for u~

2007-08-26T02:16:00.000-07:00

萍聚
还记得有位朋友告诉我，他最喜欢的名句是：
一叶浮萍归大海，人生何处不相逢?
的确如此，人生这漫长的旅途中，
我们会遇到许许多多人，
有恩人，仇人，好人，坏人等等。
只是，相聚的时间能有多久呢?

几天前，我又自己一个人跑到附近的海边去看海，
海面上浮着一片片的叶子，
漂呀漂呀。。。便聚在一起了。
海浪打来，聚在一起的叶子便被打散，
可是，没多久新的一堆又聚起来了。

人与人的相逢便是这样的吧! 我想。
今天，我遇到了你，
可是，我也知道不久的将来，我也会离开你。
当时间一到，当一有小小的涟漪，
黏的再紧的叶子们也会被拍散。
你问我，既然有了'相逢'这字眼，为何还要有'离别'?
也许就是因为'相逢'，才令我们认识了彼此，
生命中有了火花，
因为'离别'，才让我们更了解彼此的好，
告诉自己，在下一次的'相逢'要更珍惜彼此吧!

2007-08-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

Taipei (Day 6)
Visited Zhong-Zheng's Memorial Hall, Taipei 101, and Taipei TV studio??!?!?!
Hahaha, ya.... compact journey, tired but enjoy....

Zhong-Zheng Memorial Hall- in here, all heroes's biodata and their story are written down.

Outside the Hall, Taipei 101 could be spotted easily, the symbol of Taipei, world's highest building!

Sun-Wen(Sun Zhong-Shan)

Huhu.... why i took this pic?? Hmm.... i guess i saw the sentences in some movies......

The world tat will keep the world as One? Hmm..... perhaps.....

Every hour, they march.... to show their respect to Mr. Sun.

Hey, dun pose like u are Mr. Sun Wen!!!!

After tat, we went to Taipei 101, meet up wif James's fren.

Wat is this building? Huhu, Its taipei 101!!!!!!!!!

Taken from different side, hmmm but its seems the same......

If u dun obey the traffic rules, u will be like this..... pasted on the road surface....ahahhaa!!

Taipei TV studio!!Why were we here? hoohohoh, of coz its to watch jackie wu's show!!!
Inside the studio.I wanna ride on this...... \(^.^)/

Jackie Wu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (He is really short.....)

Pic taken wif other artists, Bai Yun( the fat guy, he is funny!)

After the show, Of coz its dinner time! Nightmarket of Rao He City, i guess its bigger than Shi-Lin Nightmarket....See??? Food!!! At last, pic be4 we seperate!

2007-08-22T04:02:00.000-07:00

Taipei (Day 5)
Taipei Train station in morning(taken from our Hostel)
Quite comfortable, can fit 3 people.

Yang-Ming-Shan (Mount Yang-Ming)
Said to be one of the Must-Visit Spot

Taken in Front of the Visitors' centre, After a 15minutes climb

Overview of the mount.

Ur position!!

But, the real exercise is after this,(full of spirit)

After the climb...... (Out of energy)
Finally we reach the peak.(Not really peak actually)

First thing, play chess?!!??!?!

Nonono, take pic first...

From here, u can see the whole taipei city.....

Taipei 101 wif my 10X zoom!!!! I zoom! zoom! zoom!!

The higher we go.....
The more we can see!

Juz like the pak-cik, i would say: "Hmmm, its worth the climb! wahhaaha!"

Food bought from Shi-Lin Nightmarket~~~ Yummy!!!