lie awake at night

Reporting.....
This is wat i had finish in this two day.....
Arms and legs part....
actually i can finish it faster if i follow instruction book,
but wif that, i wont be able to see whole wing zero frame...
so i decide to do it my way.
And recover the wing's real look~~ ウィングゼロ再現しよう～～

And trust me, its really details,
i am not juz playing wif it, it's a process of learning---
mechanism of a robot, 機構学
how each combination of element can perform different inversion of mechanism.
Imagine tat it can be posed in most of human poses~~
wow!!! how amazing~~

Comparison between 1/100 and 1/60.
The works is going on...........

to be continue.......

It came!!!!
Finally... after one day of waiting...
It came!!!
My PG W-Gundam Zero Custom!!!
Alright here is a short introduction about 'him':

The Wing Gundam Zero Custom is the most impressive model (and best selling!) in Bandai's history.
30 plus runners of parts for a total of 670 pieces.
About 30 locations are secured by metal screws.
Two different locations light up on the finished kit (eyes and chest).
Full inner mechanism detailed on all limbs. The panels on the head, chest, and more open up. Fingers are individually-jointed and articulated.
Comes with two beam sabers and two huge buster rifles.

and oso a few pic tat i took once i open the package:
Oh~~~my Gundam~~



Detail about the mechanism.
Wow!! 670 pieces of parts!!! Ehm....do i need to count it?!

I might take few week to complete this work but i will put it on net once i finish it~~

Now, i m fixing the model....
but who knows one day i might be a Gundam Engineer?
ahhahahaahhahahahah~~~~

又来了...
考试完了~~
心情放松了。
但,
在没事做的当儿,
搁放下的事情也开始冒了出来。
每次都会这样....

......
还好吧....
我知道你依然很忙,
一不小心又拨了你的号码....
好在, 及时盖断了....
你还忙, 不能烦你, 只想祝你马到功成~~

无所事事的我,倒在床上.....
想睡, 却睡不着....
希望明天能找些事做.....

I order 'it' oledi...
Tomolo is the last day of my mid-term exam.
And today, i had prepared gift for myself after the exam.
It is a Gundam Pra-model,
Oops...nonono, it is a Perfect Grade Wing ZERO Gundam pra-model!!!
Ok, wif this it boosted me to face the exam tomolo.
Wahahah, i cant wait to see it,
hopefully it will reach by tomolo....
Yosh, let do it tomolo!!
Kim, Wing ZERO ikimasu!!!!

This is my way!!!
Until now, some still cannot understand me....
kept question me:
Why u chose to come japan?
Why u wanna be an engineer?
You can be a doctor, but why...?

Hey!!
Stop all this question!!!
My answer is short:
This is my field, my battle, my victory!!
Remember this: I choose my way!!!

A nice song~~~
Tis is a song from a movie, Gedo senki( Tales of the Earthsea)
The lyric is really nice~~
Juz feel i wanna put it on here.

●テルーの唄●
唄　手嶌葵（てしまあおい）
作詞　宮崎吾朗
作曲　谷山浩子

夕闇（やみ）迫る　雲の上
いつも一羽で　飛んでいる
鷹（たか）は　きっと　悲しかろ
音も途絶（とだ）えた　風の中
空を掴（つか）んだ　その翼
休めることは　できなくて

心を何に　たとえよう
鷹（たか）のような　この心
心を何に　たとえよう
空を舞うよな　悲しさを

◆
雨のそぼ降る　岩陰に
いつも小さく　咲いている
花はきっと　切なかろう　
色も霞（かす）んだ　雨の中
薄桃（うすもも）色の　花びらを　
愛（め）でてくれる　手もなくて

心を何に　たとえよう
花のような　この心
心を何に　たとえよう
雨に打たれる　切なさを

◆
人影絶（た）えた　野の道を
私とともに　歩んでる
あなたも　きっと　さみしかろ
虫もささやく　草はらを
ともに　道行く　人だけど
絶（た）えて　ものいう　こともなく

心を何に　たとえよう
一人　道行く　この心
心を何に　たとえよう
一人ぼっちの　さみしさを
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How are u there?
Yeah!! Hello my fren!!
how is the weather there?
can adapt to the environment there?
through the e-mail u gave me,
i knew u are doing well...
Wow, today juz the first week after u reach there.....

As what i told you before...
u can do it, once u believe u could....
hehe, i juz said it only,
but u really did,
i cant even practic the words, although it came from my mouth...
hahahah, how ashamed....

Well, i m here to tell u,
u can be not more the crying girl!!
u are stronger now,
u had grown!!
maybe the environment changed u...
but believe me!!
u are becaming better and better!!!

i dunno either u will be reading this or not,
but.... I m here to wish u:
ALL THE BEST AT THERE!!!!


U are my fren forever!!!

It came, it went away.....
News said it's coming...
It had taken few lifes in Kyuusyuu...
I am waiting for its present the whole night,
excited, cant sleep,
this is my first 'encounter' wif it...
I wanna see cows flying...
see trees fall down!!

I waited and waited...
it did come.
but it take away nothing,
only leaves and clothes...
cows didnt fly,
trees still standing.

And this morning, outside there
everything is calm...
It came and it went away....
change nothing,
and i still got my exam tomolo!!!!!

Outing before exam....
Two more days, exam comes....
but still, being invited by host family,
I went to Osaka today....

Went to watch show....
Should i call it a show?..
i dunno, in japanese, its called 歌劇団.
And, this show is very well-known.
the 歌劇団is called OSK. (Osaka Shochiku Kageki)
Its located at near KANI DOROKU.
And today's show is : Autumn's Dance （秋の踊り）
It will be perform only for one week.
After 24th Sept, u have to wait for another year.

According to my host family, this 歌劇団
only hold two event in one year, it is :
Spring's dance (春の踊り) which is oledi pass,
and one more is Autumn's dance.

The show is really nice!!!!!!
Sadly, i cant take pic in there, becoz its not allowed...
So, cant show u all lo....
But, i did get a book,
its about the 歌劇団's history.
got 84years history d ooo....

we get the secong class seat,
quite near to the stage,
so i really enjoy it a lot....

After the show, when to cafe....
lepak, chit chat there,
when i reach hostel, its oledi 10....
ok , so now,
start study!!!!!!
FIGHT!!!!

Crapssssssss.......
Exam is near,
still....
no mood to study...
Busy wif my secondary school class' new website....
Busy to survey my next gundam price....
Exam?? Whatever la.....

Today,
got the schedule for my class' trip(合宿).
Its on 4th Oct.
oooo....
Go to arashiyama at kyoto...and hozugawa....
hmm.....
Eih??!!??
Wait a minute!!! same as my schedule for ryugakusei trip(29th Sept) wat....
Wat the hell!!!
Go to the same place twice in one week.......
Oh my God....I wanna faint d.

Ooops, I did it again....
Today, second times i had my welding lesson,
summer still here and again,
i wore clothes made by animal skins.

but, there is a bit different this time,
i found my welding better that last time,
at least its in straight line, and tak bengkok.
my hands not shiver when holding welding wire.

but in the end of the class,
I overwhelmed by 'fear' again...
when i take a look on the animal skin i wore,
I found small holes on it!!!
Obviously!! The 3000 degree Celcius arc 'did' this!!!

I felt like dun wanna go for the class next time,
coz next time, it might not be animal skin, but MY SKIN!!!
May God bless me....

Anyway, happy becoz the swimming class ended by today.
(a bit improvement: 16mins >>11mins)
NO MORE swimming class!! Hooray!!!

改变
看了朋友写的Blog,
想了想自己的处境....
的确,
自己有时也蛮在意别人的眼光,
人家手指一点我,
心里就不自在的想: 是不是在说我什么什么了...

讨厌这样的自己,
嘴里总说要活出自己,
结果只活在他人的世界里....
但,
说真的,
也靠那,自己才活到现在.
在别人眼里,不想自己被看扁...
凭着那股好胜心,一路奋斗到现在.
说改变,谈何容易?

另外,也讨厌自己的嘴巴.
狗嘴吐不出象牙--是我自知之明.
长想说些好话,却总是办不到.

好比世人长犯的 :
别人为你做了许多东西,心里十分感谢他,
嘴里却: 怎么这和那还没做完呢?真慢!

女生手指刮伤了.
只要装romantic些,吮一吮手指头说:还痛么?
一切便没事,感情更上一层!!
结果, 嘴里: 一点小伤,没什么嘛....
当年我跌个皮花肉灿, 屁都没哼一声呢...

很多人都长犯的错误,
自己也不例外,
犯的多了,
也惯了...
但,
现在自己开始迷惘了.
这样的自己
是否,
该改变呢?

Wasted weekend.....
Planned to do this and do tat in this weekend,
But, sadly everything doesn't move smoothly.
Planned to finish homework by Saturday,
But, in the end....
ended up nothing...

I wasted too much times in front of the laptop d!!!
God help me, i juz cant pull myself out of it...
Browse a website, after finish it,
eih?
wat is this link?
Click it, ooh....another 15 minutes in front of the screen...

Exam coming, revision not yet started,
and i juz finish my homework by now( 11.46a.m)
I got 6 hours left to do revision( if its not wasted again....)

So, listen to me, myself...
After finish this post, start to study!!!!
If u keep sitting in front of laptop again...
鉛筆を指します！！！

This two days.....
This two days, things changed...
And my life changed...

Seat has been changed to the very front of the class,
facing the blackboard,
suffer the chalk powder,
suffer for not be able to sleep in class.
Teacher keep staring at my note....

I started my welding practice class this Wed,
wear thick clothes while the weather still hot,
holding a 20Volts, 160Ampere welding rod in my hands,
practiced arc welding,
3000゜C arc flied everywhere,
can take my life anytime.
(This part a bit 夸张)

During my 総合実習,
lose in 'Kain, Gunting, Batu' ,
chose(forced) to become operator,
3 times experience in touching the machine,
but now, asked to operate machine,
do 加工process.....
Oh my God!!!
Dun blame me if i broke the products, Ok?

First hair cut in Japan!
5 month didnt have hair cut d...
when i look at myself in the mirror...
5 seconds shock....
I looks like sakai....

So, today i went for my first hair cut.
Stepped into the salon, one guy come ask:
Do u have member card?
First time have hair cut here?
After showing him my student card,
fill in some forms,
i sit at a corner,
started to read comic.

Today, the shop was packed wif customers.
I was wondered whether i should come another day....
Then, my name was called.
A "pretty 姐姐" wif her best smile,
leads me to the seat.
"Haha, I picked the correct time to come here."

"how u wanna cut ur hair?""Shorter?"
"How short u wan to cut ur hair?"

Hehe...How to explain ler....
Then she showed me a book wif all the new fashion!!!
Wah! So many... how to choose?
I juz point at one of it and said:
" Kore, Onegaishimasu!!!"

After tat follow the "pretty girl" here and there,
wash hair, dry hair...
chin chang, chin chang.....
and within 45minites, i had my hair cut neatly,
Bright!! Its Bright!! I saw a light flash through my head
Oh my God!! I m reborn!!! (Actually its juz the mirror's reflection)

￥2625.
But its worth...
I really satisfied wif the service.
Ok, there goes my first experience of hair cut in Japan.

Dream come true...
The wish tat i made yesterday come true!!

Yesterday was my birthday.
Thanks to mictiong, mayc, Hadi, Thanh (celebrated it for me)
and those who wish me happy birthday.
And oso to those who forgot my birthday... hahhaha!!

And the wish tat i made yesterday had come true,
Its simple, i juz wish tat i still get the'happy birthday!' words
from her, and i got it.
Altough its late for one day, still i m happy....
thanks to Hadi for the rose, maybe it bought me luck,
or maybe thank mayc n mictiong for granting me a wish...
hahahhha,
still happy~~

First rose i get, in my life, (lucky rose)
sadly, its from a guy....hahahh

Exam coming, but wif the new strength....
Tis time, 一気挽回！！！

Kurashiki 倉敷
Today, outing wif host family,
went to kurashiki, which is known as the white wall's town.
（白壁の町）
Its quite famous wif it's unique achitecture.
The white wall's building.(traditional building)
The people here live a simple life.

The Kurashiki River have a very nice scenery,
according to my host family, this river is used for tranportation in the past.
This is the Ohara Museum of Art （大原美術館） Its has Greece's achitecture.
In the past time, this museum import the arts from france and held the exibition here.
The white wall Become green wall,
Look from far away is really different.(迫力がある！！！！） I took this pic at one of the shop,its fake!!But it looks like a real cat.

Here's my one day at kurashiki.....
Tired but enjoy....