lie awake at night

我是不是很烦人?
从小，父母便教我，朋友是最重要的，
长大后，我也不忘此，
甚至叫我在朋友与家人之间抉择，
我也会毫不犹豫的说：我要朋友。
我虽然一副冷淡的样子，
但其实，从不忘朋友，
交到新朋友，对老友更是牵挂
很多人说，离开久了，没联络，
感情便淡了。
我相信这话，
因为，我曾失去很多朋友，
原因就是没拿电话号码。

来到日本，手中抱着的电话帐，
写著的都是朋友的号码。
上网，岂还不是偶尔想与他们聊聊，
分享彼此的近况。
拨几通电话，想听听他们的声音，想知道是否还过得好不好。

但，很多时候，
大家似乎都有忙不完的事情，
" 对不起，我现在很忙。"
" 对不起，我要去冲凉了。"
" 对不起，我要做功课， 不能聊了。"
太多太多忙不完的事情了。。。。
是不是我很烦人?
还是
大家都是总统，
忙了国家大事还得忙家里?

是你教我的，老师，
不管多忙，偶尔问候对方
是你说采取主动，便能维持所谓的友谊，
但很多时候不能不相信现实啊。。。
大家都很忙，只有闲空的我在烦人。

好了，发完牢骚，是时候睡觉了。
明天会更好~
也字祝福你们明天会更好。

Luminarie~~

two clowns ......ahahhah

Newbie try to take with different mode of camera. Can u guess which mode is it?Palace and castle of light~~feature with some Islamic architecture...

陌生人
一朵云能载多少思念的寄托
再忽然相遇街头
当我们擦身而过那短短一秒钟
都明白什么都变了
一转身谁能把感慨抛在脑后
在事过境迁以后
这段情就算曾经刻骨且铭心过
过去了又改变什么
地球它又公转几周了

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至原谅你的残酷理由
当我了解不爱了
连回忆都是负荷

一转身谁能把感慨抛在脑后
在事过境迁以后
这段情就算曾经刻骨且铭心过
过去了又改变什么
浓情爱恋都已陌生了嗯～

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至原谅你的残酷理由
当我了解不爱了
连回忆都是负荷

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至感谢这样不期而遇
当我从你眼中发现
我已是陌生人了
我已是陌生人了
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放手，谈何容易，
只是简简单单的两个字，
要做到，并不简单。
人说，解脱，是肯承认这是个错，
但，又有多少人因为想解脱，
而一错在错，
曾相识的两个人，怎么可能成为陌路人呢?

Get the Result d!!!
Today, after dinner, my tutor pass me a piece of paper,
or maybe i should said its a stripe of paper,
coz its size is: 3mm x 217mm,
hahah, this show my form teacher is really really really kechi(kedekut)
Its a print of my result.
This time.... hmm....
dun wan to say wat position i m,
juz can tell, i still got someone to learn from, to catch up.

Felt a bit sad... BUT!
Juz like wat my secondary school teacher told me:
"To stand at the top of the world, is not neccessary the happiest thing."
Stand behind someone, then u will be able to learn something~~
i always think like tat.
追われたよりも、追え!!!
Instead of always get chased by a crazy dog, run here and there,
why dun u try to stand behind it, and try to chase it sometimes?
Live with target!!!
Hahahah, Enjoy the fun!!!

When u will miss ur mum?
Today, after dinner,
i washed my shoes.
take out my shoes, run to the toilet,
turn on the tap,
the freezing cold water flow out,
omg, with this water, after i finish washing, my hand will be totally frozen.
Then, i rush to one of the japanese senior's room, and ask:
"got any hot water in toilet? i wan to wash my shoes...."
Then he told tat, i can only get a empty bottle, fill in with hot water and bring to toilet,
no other ways.
Haiz........ i can only do like wat he said.
But, i didnt use hot water for all,
i wash with cold water, and when i feel my hand freeze,
pour some hot water, and continued on,
Then, i suddenly think of one thing:
"if my mum is around.....
i dun have to do all this myself,
i can lay on the bed, rest....."
Hahaha, i think this is the only moment i will miss my mum,
how about u?

After finish washing my shoes, i run out of hot water,
ran to kitchen and put my hands under 70degree hot water~~
wow, for the first time, i say:"kimochi ii~~ ^_^", instead of "wah, so hot!!"
BUT, tat's only for the first 3 second, hahah :P ( U can guess wat happen after this..)

Today,
Juz another tiring day for me~~
Dunno how long it takes for my shoes to get dry?? :P
The temperature is getting lower and lower, soon, i can see snow?

人は変わるよね？
I watched the drama, twice d.
when i heard this sentence:" My tears almost come out again, but this time better, didnt cry."
"人は変わるよね？"

If i was asked about this,
wat should i answer?
To comfort the person, i answer:
"Yes, people will change."
But, a lot of people seems like wont change.
Lazy fren never start study although other people lend him their note,
The person i wait, never turn out.
A lot of thing still the same.....

To tell from my heart:
" NO, people never change."
But, i changed...
i become a man who depends on miracles.
i cant see my dream as an astronaut anymore.

If you were me, wat would u answer?
If only if u were ask by a person who had his/her heart broken.......
" How? 人は変わるよね？"

冬季的到来~~
考试考完了，冬天的脚步也开始靠近了，
就像我说的："考试是打game的最好季节。"
(考试期打game打的最起劲^_^)
一如往常，考完试的今天，
一回到宿舍，打game的心情也没了，
坐在那边发呆，
想想自己好久没想的未来，
连自己也感到陌生，
就像一盒存久了的糖果，
一打开时，一时也说不出那一颗糖果是何时收起的
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睡了一觉，起来时，
面对的是四面冷冰冰的墙壁，
就连对我不离不弃的书桌，
不知到从何时开始，也冷淡我了，
是她认为考完试后的我，便不再需要她了么?
曾有人告诉我：
"冬天是恋爱的季节。"
因为冬天里，什么都冷，
唯有人情最温暖。
哈哈，我想也许是真的，
不知道我的冬天又会怎样渡过呢?

陪我看日出
I like this song:「陪我看日出」
Its originally a song from japan called:「涙そうそう」
(but i like the chinese version better)
everytime is listen to this song, i find peace in it~~
And today, on my way back from school, i sang it:~~♪

雨的气息是回家的小路
路上有我追着你的脚步
脚下边保存着昨天的温度
你抱着我
就像温暖的大树
雨下了走好路这句话
我记住风再大吹不走祝福
雨过了就有路像那年看日出
你牵着我穿过了雾
叫我看希望就在黑夜的尽处
哭过的眼看岁月更清楚
想一个人闪着泪光是一种幸福
又回到我离开家的小步
你送着我
满天燕子都在飞舞
雨下了走好路这句话我记住
风再大吹不走祝福
雨过了就有路像那年看日出
你牵着我穿过了雾
叫我看希望就在黑夜的尽处

雨下了走好路这句话我记住
风再大吹不走祝福
雨过了就有路像那年看日出
你牵着我穿过了雾
叫我看希望就在黑夜的尽处
虽然一个人
我 并不孤独
在心中你陪我看每一个日出

How many time i complained d?
I know i had been post lotsa post bout my failure in exam,
but some time i really juz cant forgive my mistake,
juz like today,
my daisuu paper,
i answer first 4 questions within 30 minutes, then the last question,
and i make my mistake at my last question: question5..........
its a proove question, which statement given, and u juz have to prove its right, or if its wrong, give the reason why its wrong...
there is 2 sub-question which the answer is wrong, right,
BUT, i gave the answer: right ,wrong
omg, i lost my 20 marks juz like tat.....(confused at the end)
sad......

hahaha, seem like i start complaint here and there again.... hahha
nvm la, since tomolo is my hardest exam,
after tomolo, maybe i wont feel the pain today d(becoz, tomolo i will be more pain, so today's pain is nothing)
hahah, nice thinking, right?
wish me good luck, and dun die too 'cham' in tomolo's exam la~~~~