lie awake at night

War Begins....
After two month of practice,
tomolo we're going to present in front of everyone,
i am happy coz i got chance to present malaysia's
famous song : RASA SAYANG!!
feeling nice when practicing the song with japanese.
You'll never know that they sing this song really well.
But, what i am worry about is:
standing in front of audience,
i will loss my voice,
juz like usual.
でも、自分がどこまでできるか、できるところまでやって見ます！！
よし！
may God bless me...
Wish me good luck...

IF....
If i were a robot, i could do homework without feeling tired...
If i dun need to sleep, i could own my 24 hours fully....
If i were a genius, i could understand faster than others do....
If i were God, i could stop the time, or even turn back the time....

too much thing to do, but how come i still got time to think craps thing.
homework,
revision,
new topic,
too much, too much!!

but still, i enjoy the moment i laid on the bed,
thinking rubbish thing,

If i were a stupid guy, i could live a simple life...
eat, sleep, eat, sleep....
How nice～～～

忆当时～～
看见班上的糊涂大王，
打翻黑板擦，
把老师的裤子弄得
"花花绿绿"，
仿佛看见当时的我........

回忆.........
把我带入记忆的旋涡里........

你们是否记得
那年惨绿的颜色，
打赢了中四的那次兴奋，
还印在左背的内侧
学员榜首之争，
今日越洋的慰问，
谁偷写情书给那邻校女生，
谁偷走我们的书生?

那一年
我将背影留给你们，
敲着黄昏的钟声阵阵，
谁会遗忘萤火映照的泪痕
那一年
我将背影留给你们，
不再掉泪，披著梦和忧郁，
留给岁月一个天真男生。

昨天朋友寄来祝贺，
想起那年的骊歌，
到过的海岸和那微雨的早晨，
我卖弄琴声的黄昏，
还记得那棵大树落叶纷纷，
我假装不懂她的眼神。

你们是否记得，
为你们唱过的歌，
每一首都在为那青春认真，
没答案还是要问，
收拾行装才发现，
说说唱唱之间，
原来已经为年轻留下一张
沦落分明的脸，

这一年
我将背影留给你们，
这样你将永远记得，
曾经拥有永恒，
原来是永恒的笑声
这一年
我将背影留给你们，
因为我有更远的路程，
留给记忆一个骄傲男生。

力量? 智慧? 速度? 运气?
如果把自己比喻为一名战士，
那么在求学这一条战争的路途上，
自己是扮演着什么样的角色呢?

横冲直撞，无惧一切考验的力量型?
逆来顺受，见招拆招的智慧型?
捷足先登，总是走在前线的速度型?
一切随缘，见风转托的运气型?

自问自己并没有:
勇气去接受挑战，
诸葛孔明的头脑，
自动自发的学习心，
4减3，
无可否认，自己便是那靠运气的小子。

有运气，
自然不是一件坏事。

只是，
我讨厌这样的自己，
再来的日子，
我绝不想再这样下去，
我想为自己加些
力量，智慧，速度，
当一个全能，
完美型的战士!

shooting star
now is 3.00am.
Juz wake up from sleep.
start sleeping at 8.00pm., wake up now.
it has been a while i have not wake up in midnight like this.
Coz,
i always stay awake til midnight, not wake up in midnight.......
walking around, some japanese still watching tv, some bathing.
Now, sitting in front of my desk, look out of the window as i always do. Dunno what to do.
For the first time, i felt so tired.
Everyday got homework, rushing for class, dun even have the time of feeling tired like now.
Looking back, 何もない。
i always thinking: How is the world without me?
世界依然继续它的脚步，不管谁醒着，睡着，
不管谁来了，谁走了........
trying to make the world stops, tat's wat i trying to do since i was a child.
and now, feeling tired of all this.
What should i do?!!!?