lie awake at night

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The world keep spining...
Went to Glee club camp, trainning for next competition,
ate togather wif club member,
sleep in the same room wif club member,
play games wif them,
had fun (sometimes),

BUT.....
still i found tat i dun really addicted to them,
after came back, i keep on asking myself why.......
there is still 'walls' there,
between us,
wat can i do to break it?

the only answer i can comfort myself is:
my japanese language still not satisfying.
i could barely understand wat they say,
or maybe i should said i juz guess wat they're talking.....

the world keep spining, time pass away...
i still stay at the same place.
I always said i wanna live as ME,
BUT now....
should i fasten my pace??
chase the world....
follow the major.

if life is a long distance marathon race.....
we keep running...
Where is the GOAL???
Til where, til when we should, we have to run?
if this is the life,
dun u think tat its really suffer?

Wat am i struggle for?
I'm tired......

Posted on 8:23 AM No Comments

U r the chosen one!!!
Went to glee club's club practice session.
I was always asked to sing Bass or Tenor.(which is more like a guy's sound, low pitch)
But, today....
the teacher point at me and said: U sing the Soprano!!!

Ok, huh? wait!!
soprano?!?!?
dun tat is a girl's part? No way, the pitch is too high for me!!

"U can!!"
Look at the teacher's face,
its like telling me,"u are the chosen one."
Hahaha,
Then i accept the offer.

But, the next one hour is like Hell to me,
to be a noobie like me, i never been able to sing at correct pitch.
how ashamed....
At the end, i ended up wif my sore throat.....
Oh god!! i'm for sure, not the chosen one!!
HELP!!!let me off!!!

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Again.....
2.30a.m, again....
i cant sleep....
Turn on my computer, web surfing, play DotA,
and last....
i open and view some picture taken last time.
when in ppktj,
i laugh and feel funny to see every face of my friends.
i try to find my secondary school picture.
but i cant find any.

Did i forget to put into my harddisk before i came here?
Nope,
i forgot....
i never have any secondary school picture...
(maybe digital camera was not popular at tat time....(^_^)

Thus, i opened friendster, check my fren list and watched every fren's picture.
i found that everyone have their own lifestyle.
look at their smile in the picture,
i feel happy...

browse through the friendster, this was a few pieces of memories tat i could collect: their smile.

And, some of them wif their new friends n new environment:

a lot of faces tat i never seen be4, but i love my friend's smile, still as ever.

I know i could never turn back the time, so i ll be like u all,

i wont stay in the past and now all i wan is:祝福你们!!!

时间见证一切，但也将磨去一切。

4.38a.m, its time to sleep. Good nite, my fren.......

Posted on 9:25 AM No Comments

偶尔还是会...
记得当初说好要一起去旅行
如今坐在飞机里的只剩我一个人
护照里有很多曾经的足迹
总在出入境的时候容易被提醒

真的好想和你一起去旅行
在时差的国度里,
在陌生的城市里......

一个人旅行
比较不会想你。

你知道我曾经多努力
你看得到却不心虚
我知道我已经被遗弃
我知道流浪是故事的结局。

我想不到下一站应该去那里
徘徊在记忆里......
裹足不前......

我要到......
一个不会想你的地方
等待, 流浪.......

希望......
时间的流逝 ,
能把一切带走......

Posted on 11:21 AM comments (2)

Kyoto 京都 Part 2
Went to Ginkakuji 銀閣寺, Kitano Tenmangu 北野天満宮,
Kinkakuji 金閣寺, ryuanji 竜安寺, and oso met wif Yoshida Sensei.
銀閣寺
It has a very very beautiful garden wif cool scenery.

This is called: Silver beach. Its inside the garden.
It is a copy from 金閣寺. Same structure but it's not shining....

金閣寺
It is one of the famous sight in Japan.
The building is covered in gold leafs and it is very shiny.
Sadly, we can walk inside.
Its said that Koizumi been walking inside the building wif VIP.
Can u see a kanji at this mountain?(大)

竜安寺
Last temple i visited in kyoto. It has a cool stone garden.
Surpose to spend some time to sit in the garden and relax,
but in hurry, juz simply walk around the area.
At least, i been to this temple. ww～～～

At night, met out wif yoshida sensei, my japanese teacher in Malaysia.
Happy to know that she is genki. HAhAAH
so lucky coz met geisya and maiko.

Geisya 芸者. rushing to somewhere.

Maiko 舞妓. She looked shy when i trying to take pic.

Here ended my kyoto trip.

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Kyoto 京都　Part 1
Kyoto, a old big city, famous wif a lot of popular jinjya.
This time, my visit to kyoto is like a jinjya trip.
Coz, all the place i visit is: jinjya (Japanese Temple)

If u think tat: temple must be a tranquil place.
U are wrong!!!
some of the jinjya was packed wif tourists.
Seriously, i prefer those jinjya, which is not famous.
Becoz, it provide a tranquil environment for u
to rest, to think.....

In my first day in kyoto,
i'd visited kiyomizudera 清水寺, yasaka jinjya 八坂神社,
inari taisya 稲荷大社.

清水寺

八坂神社 This jinjya is really big!!!Look at the map!!!

One of the cool statues in the jinjya.

稲荷大社
My japanese friend recommend this place.

Unique becoz all 鳥居 are built close together.

One of the omoshiroi 噴泉.

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Nagoya 名古屋
Trying to finish some part that i had skip in this summer trip.....

After mount Fuji, went to fren's kousen.
Gifu kousen.
Have rest and oso pay a short visit to nagoya.

Nagoya TV Tower

There was a festival on that time, not sure wat festival is it.

Juz enjoy a lot. Also, we met wif artist.

Dunno whether they are famous or not, a lot of people took picture, so i took oso.(^_^)

Went to oasis 21. unique building, how unique is it? Juz see by your own eyes...

View from roof of Oasis 21

And oso, encounter wif this.......Long time didnt see this.

Malaysia's national flower, Hibiscus.

After that, walk around and end my one day, short nagoya trip.

a nice fountain (somewhere in Nagoya)

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宮島 Miyajima
The next morning, take train from hotel to miyajima kuchi, then boat to miyajima.

view from boat (Can u see the torii 鳥居？）

Once get out of the port........
Shock!!!
There is a lot of deer!!! Even on the street!!
Tried to touch one of them and....
got my pamphlet eaten by the deer.
The most famous jinjya here is: itsukushima jinjya(厳島神社）
The big torii (鳥居）is really nice.
according to one of the tourist, who reach there before 8 in the morning,
u can see the torii like floating on the water,
so, i decided that i will come here again one day n spend one night here.
spent the whole day there,
went into the aquarium, eat konomiyaki,
enjoy sunset view.
楽しかったな～～～～
Wait, i'll be back to here again.
And, here ends my summer trip.

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広島　Hiroshima
First visit is Hiroshima National Peace Memorial Hall.
Here, u can see a lot of things that remains after the atomic bombing.
1945/8/6 8:15am
i think no one will forget this moment.