lie awake at night

Hometown in my Camera.
Here is some of the River Muar tat i catched wif my camera:

restaurant near the sea ( some juz open at night)

place tat famous as a dating spot: Tanjung. (taken from far away)




police station near the river and the palm tree.

Japan Japan Again.......
Here I reached at Japan d,
spent two days juz to clean up my room and place my stuff.
my favorite Gundam was covered wif dust,
and so was my bed.
After one month in Mals, i found my Japanese words are so hard to come out.
Even when i go to Ryoumu and ask for some keys and papers.
hahaa...
Anyway, today here comes two new residents in my hostel,
one is from Indonesia and the other from Vietnam,
I did bring the Indonesian for shopping and brief him a bit about our kousen....
He is quite a talkative person and his Japanese Language is so good,
I catch the chance to learn few new words from him.
For the other person, I didnt have much chances to talk to him,
coz he got his senior from his country to 'take care' of him.
At night, Kelly from shizuoka Kousen visit here,
Mayc, Old Big and I took her to have Sushi meal at Kura Sushi near to our school.
Tomolo, she and Mayc will head to Hiroshima to visit Mr. leong... hahah
So, good luck to their 'journey to the west',
and for me, I wanna enjoy my last few days of holidays wif my new book---
ELDEST!!!!!
Ya--- haha....

平凡珍惜
昨天夜里作了一个梦，
是同样的梦，已经是第二次作同样的梦了，
很逼真的梦。
通常作梦是因为白天太劳累，没有足够的休息，
所以才会作梦，
而且，梦境通常是虚幻的，
比如：看到僵尸啦，妖怪啦，朋友会变身啦，之类，
加上地点都是空白啦，
或是曾到过的两三个地方都结合起来之类的，
但是，昨天的梦，
地点是自己的家里，所有的人物都是认识的人，
看到自己在家里走来走去，
之后不知为何便晕倒了，
醒来时，身在一处不知名的医院，
四周围满了亲戚们，问他们：我怎么了?
个个只是说：没什么，只是太劳累了。
但，我却清楚的看到妈妈的眼睛泛泪，
不久，我出院了，却感到身体十分疲累，
站也站不稳，
不久，又看到了自己坐在轮椅上，
画面一张又一张的闪过，就像正在看着一部电影，
最后，我看到了自己的墓碑，
上面并没有十字架，是纯正华人的墓碑，
看到了这里，胸口有一股莫名的激动，
我喊了起来：我只是想做自己呀!!!!!!!!
之后，便醒了，双眼留满了泪。
我在想，作同一样的梦，机率有多高?
有人说梦是未来的预知，是真的吗?
看到的，是未来几年后的事?
是什么病? 只记得医生说过，醒来时却忘了，
双眼留了那么多泪，似乎看了些什么，却也记不起，
不过，不管是不是真的，juz let it be,
我现在只想吃早餐，
一杯咖啡加上一片白面包，
生命中最永恒的幸福 --- 平凡
人生中最长久的拥有 --- 珍惜
这是我最想做到的吧，尽管自己仍做不到。

Muar
Went to town today, my lovely town,
went to buy some stuff to bring to japan.
haha, of course today, i didnt forget to bring camera there,
of coz i did take few photos of sungai muar's scene.
Muar is a place i always used to go when i in secondary school.
the bus station is located juz beside the river,
and the bus station now is rebuilt.
now u can sit at one of the restorant near the river and enjoy ur food there while waiting for the bus.
i never imagine tat one day i will be sit at here and take photos of Muar River and Muar Bridge like wat i did today...
hahaha... everyone there look at me like i am a tourist...
after tat, i went to Wetex, and do some shopping there,
as usual, there is always some students skipped class and dating there.
i bought some tea for my host family and....
mamee and twisties for my classmate.. ahah.
Went to the pirated CD stall to look for some nice movie, but ended up nothing,
there juz no shows tat i like.
I would like to upload some photos onto this post, but my internet connection doesnt allow...
hhaha... dun worry, upload as soon as i back to japan.
Oh ya, be4 i end this post, i will like to announce tat:
i wear spec d....
right eye: 275, left eye: 225,
quite serious, rite? dunno got mistake or not during the checkup,
haiz.... anyway, i am 4 eyes now, laugh if u wan,
and i juz bought my new eyes wif RM240... sakit hati.... huhu.

Eragon!!!
Today, I had finish reading Eragon,
wish I could proceed to next book – Eldest,
but sadly I didn’t buy it coz I dun have enough money tat day...
It’s really different from the movie itself,
and I could say 95% of the story is different from movie,
dunno why the director changed the story tat much...
I like adventure story,
especially ancient story tat included dragons, wizards, Orcs, Elves, Human, Goblins, and so on...
The lord of the ring is oso one of the story I like the most (^_^)~~
I am really impressed by the story of eragon itself~~
I like his adventure,
and hopefully,
I could write my own adventure too in real life one day in the future.
.!!..

秘密
今天，家里又没人了，
剩我一个，
一起身，总有点怪怪的，冷清清的，
但，马上便会习惯了。
习惯了，不代表有事做，
而是回到了以往的我，
躺在沙发上，懒散散的，什么事也不想做，
躺著躺著，又开始胡思乱想了，
把过去与梦想复习了一遍，希望不会忘了它，
当然也少不了秘密啦!!
想着想着，就这样过了几小时，
原来自己也有那么多秘密可以想的....呵呵
曾经的我，也曾认为一个人不需要任何秘密，
什么事都可以和Frenz分享，
一出生，全身坦荡荡，
但，慢慢的随著年龄的增长，
埋在心里的秘密也越来越多了，
有的，只有少许的朋友知道，
有的，至告诉父母，
有的，一直都埋在心里，是道道地地的秘密。
惊讶自己这些年来收了这么多的秘密，
但，这也是正常的呀!
别说你一个秘密都没有，那你就是不正常了。。。。
啦啦啦...~~♪~~♪ 渐渐地,又哼起歌来了
家人在时，总是不敢哼歌，怕被批评吧....
哈哈...开始喜欢上一个人的感觉，
懒散散的，能做好多，能想好多自己想做的事情，
至少，不会有人问：
傻呼呼的在哪，在想什么呀?

我还是我?!
去了日本一年多回来，
觉得好多事物都变了，
四周的朋友都变成熟了，
唯一没变的，还是我，
一样的幼稚，无知，缺乏自信。。。
好多的事情都还不懂，
总是有一股想冲刺的冲动，
但，总被不安与犹豫绊住，
总想一个人旅行，
却也害怕一个人出门，
就连一个人搭飞机也会不安，
这一年来，多亏有个学长照顾，
要不然。。。。
想到这，又有点后悔当初没选一些没有学长的学校了，
如果这样，一年来都得靠自己，
现在是否会不会比较自立呢?
比较勇敢一点呢?
这也很难讲，毕竟江山易改，本性难移，
亲戚都说我长大了，
但自己知自己事，
我还是一年前的我，
或者更糟的是，几年前的我，
这一年里，
我，得到了什么?

Three days in KL
Went to KL this Wed, first time take bus after back to Mals,
But, wat made me disappointed is: Bus lated for 30minutes,
Then, on the half way, bus broke down again,
This had make my 3.00pm bus reach KL on 7.00pm (late for 2 hours)
Once I reach KL, rush to Midvalley, met up wif my two lovely frens~~
Hahaha, both doesn’t change much, me too.
Had a dinner at Nando’s, had a great time chating,
Was so happy to know both doing quite well in study,
One of them going to Hong Kong this March.
After the dinner, I met up wif another fren and went to fren’s house for one night stay.
Played poker, bual-bual till nearly 5 in the morning, and follow up by a 2-3 hours sleep.
The next day, together wif PPKTJ’s frens, we visited our school again,
Seriously, the Japanese teacher who teach me be4, now only Itou sensei left,
Others all went back to japan d,
After a short talk wif Itou sensei, I exchanged my skype add and mail address wif him.
Then, I was happy to knoe tat PPKTJ now got Indians students,
One of them even can speak Chinese!!!
Get to know the Kohai, 7 of us went to Timesquare for a 3hours Karaoke~~
Around 8, 5 of us( guys including the new Kohai) heads to wangsa maju for DotA,
I was quite surprised tat the new Kohai is quite Pro in this game,
Or…. Maybe I shud say tat we all outdated d… :p
The next 12hours is a hard time for me, as the night be4 I dun have enough sleep.
~~
The next day, went to midvalley again early in the morning,
Watched 2 movies: 300 and Bridge to terabithia,
Both are really good movies, I was so surpised tat I didn’t fall asleep totally in this 2 movies,
Bought a book named: Eragon, I watch the movie be4 and tat's why I am interest in reading its book,
Late in the evening, met up wif my other secondary school frenz,
Had dinner and Karaoke together,
Maybe becoz long time didn’t talk d, we didn’t have a deep conversation,
The next day, I left for home.
3 days short journey, but I m really tired……

Sweet home~~
Back to home d~~
Always hoped I got time to post but didn’t get my internet connection till today.
A lot had changed…..
Houses raised behind my house, small forest has gone.
On my way to home in the car,
I found 3 new mamak stall in my residential area.
Hmm, maybe someday, I will try there.
But, my sweet home doesn’t change tat much,
My room still the same, juz my bookselves is full wif dust,
Comic and Game magazines had turn yellow a bit.
The ‘atap’ tat broke still the same, not yet repaired.
When rainy rain, the rain water will came in and cause ‘small flood’ in front of my house.
The only thing changed, maybe is: the number of wrinkles on my parents forehead.
And, slept in my bed, hmm…
Seriously, Its hot, but… natsukashi…..
There, ended my first day home.
Went around Serom to muar,
Its hard to believe tat flood occurred be4…
Everything still the same…
Frens all not around, all study in KL,
The only fren who first visit me is: Yik Yen,
Hahah, she studying mechanical oso, chit chat for a while
Sadly, forget to catch her pic,
Actually I wanna catch all frens pic tis time, but seems like I miss out one d….
Anyway, I am going to KL this Wed,
Visit PPKTJ, gathering wif secondary school frens,
and, a lot a lot……
This few day, its really really hot, wanna study oso cant…
Seriously… I miss Japan’s cold weather… :P